Discovering Myself
Warm smelly ashes flying from the rotting meat
stuck in my thoughts, which have been fostered
by my destructive desires.
Lost
-What would happen if everything you believed in did not exist?-
...everything collapses,
even the ground beneath my soul disappears,
and so does life as I know it;
meeting myself beyond any fears.
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Our own essence.
Discovering Myself
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A4001
What makes me so obsessed with a poem written in blood?
A4002
I often find myself lost, rotten with twisted thoughts and painful feelings that I wouldn't dare to reveal, not even to my closest friend.
A4003
Smile, for God's sake!
If only I could get rid of those who surround me with their sad bitter faces. Turn around and observe those who follow you with hollow and undesirable lives.
Pathetic disgusting people, condemned to live with their lies.
Or are they just masks?
If only I could get rid of those who surround me with their sad bitter faces. Turn around and observe those who follow you with hollow and undesirable lives.
Pathetic disgusting people, condemned to live with their lies.
Or are they just masks?
A4004
I don't look for happiness in those who surround me,
I just don't want to drown in you;
so don't get anywhere near my kingdom,
you are not welcome, and if you dare to walk in,
fear what may come.
I just don't want to drown in you;
so don't get anywhere near my kingdom,
you are not welcome, and if you dare to walk in,
fear what may come.
A4005
I need to get hold of your body,
take it over, make it mine,
silence your lips and let the pleas flow between screams until exhaustion.
I will only allow you a sole gesture amidst the black vague
tears.
take it over, make it mine,
silence your lips and let the pleas flow between screams until exhaustion.
I will only allow you a sole gesture amidst the black vague
tears.
Dulcet - A4006
I can only pray my Gods to thank them for my lucky insignificant and meaningless existence among all others insignificant and meaningless ones.
A4007
that, perhaps, I'm enjoing it.
A4008
